This was what I wanted to show to ziwei when she got online :) And so I did! I showed her another version but I managed to search and found this! Which is so much nicer!! This version has so many instrument accompaniments! And IT'S REALLY NICE :)

It's on replay mode for Imeem now! hehe :)

Loves to ziwei for talking to me! And for tagging that whole load on my tagboard. I guess i'll just have to balance and manage...but thinking about it, I don't think it would ever happen. It has come to a point in time which I can't give up choir for hall now. Being a secretary of the choir, it'd be irresponsible of me to skip choir practice coz of a hall event. Well, this is my priority. And if people aren't happy about it, it's too bad. I'm being quite harsh about it coz I thought I have to place my priorities. It's school, choir and then hall. (Well, I am just ranking these 3 and not other things like church and family too). I'll try to be there for block and hall activities but when there's choir, I think it'd be choir first. This is what a team player has to do. If a member isn't there, the whole team suffers. And now that the Russian team is so small, each one of us makes a difference.

But wed's problem is a different story. It's not about the Russian team, its more about the decision I made. To go and see choirs that i admire and love and great conductors! I guess I can't give up my passion for hall. And that's the decision I made. I am being selfish here for my own love but it's time I drew the line. No one said it was going to be easy.

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Having about an hour's talk with neighbour, I am feeling more relieved. Well, people are all different and I know that. She was sharing the problems between she and her bf and telling me things to do before starting a relationship. I told her that if it takes 4 years to get to know a girl best friend, what about getting to know a bf!! *Zhen, I am referring to you :)* It takes serious considerations and not just because everyone has and so I must have too. Well, my close friends in hall are attached and I am almost the only one left out. But it doesn't matter to me :) Or maybe coz I haven't really been out with them and their bfs. But well, I guess I have come to a point where I don't really care about it since I am really busy with so many other things. I'll just let nature take its course and I know God will provide :)

He has provided me with great friends who constantly remind me of my behaviour and what I am like. Much as I know people talk about me behind my back, just as everyone else does about everyone else, I get on with life. I know much from this incident where my priorities lie and I am not as magnanimous as to give up my passion for something else.

Well, the matter is settled and I don't care what others are going to say. I've never been part of the block maybe? Too bad I am not a sporty person, as this block is.


Thank you neighbour :)

I am looking forward to many more years staying with you :)

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