I'm a happy girl :)

Really elated, enthralled, exhilerated!

Well, I just don't know how to explain it here. And I shan't say much till another time. But I guess only Ann understands :) And she's probably the only one that I am able to share such happiness with after going through so much! :)

Not to say that zhen and the others aren't able to, but guess they aren't in such an environment with me to be able to feel for it! Thanks to zhen anyway, for letting me release much excitement and for calming me down. I would probably go bonkers without her pulling me back to reality.

Thanks to Amelia too for being there when I needed to scream! I guess I scared her out of her wits with me just running into her room!! (It's not far, just 5 steps away!) Lixuan and Siao Er were not in coz they went night cycling. And so the next best person was AME!! She was beaming red when I just went up to hug her! She was really shocked when she felt my heartbeat! My heart was like going to pop out anytime!!

And Ann was screaming her head off when I called her! She really had the energy to reciprocate my excitement at 12am!! It's probably the reason why I got even more excited! :)

Even Nad and Harris have no idea why am I so excited about it. But well, it's a new beginning and I will put in my best to do my job well :) I am so thankful to Nad, Mich and Harris for giving me this opportunity! Thanks for having so much faith in me! I will strive to do my best and we'll be there for each other :) I've much to learn and I will learn!

Thanks to Ziwei, zhen and Di for the encouragement :) I wouldn't have decided to take the step without you girls preparing me for it! I have much to learn from you guys too!

In the midst of all these, I have thought about my future in biz school. With me deciding to be in choir comm, puts much risk to my biz future coz I won't be able to do SEP and Intern if I decide to go further with the choir. It's a very disturbing and mind boggling decision. But I'd do this post first before deciding on the next step. It's so against the rule of planning for the future but I guess with horrendous grades, it doesn't matter at this point in time now. I will work hard for this position :)

Thanks especially to the Father in Heaven :) I have no idea how much love and guidance he has given me. He has given me another learning adventure!

I felt really guilty for not going bible study last night. But it gave me a good chance to catch up with Ame and Huiru. I realised how often I have not been back in my room for anyone to come to chat with me. And I was glad I was around last night to help them with personal matters and understandings. The power of God is strong and He will help us overcome all odds. And I know that His standards are far beyond ours. Trying to follow Him will be hard but we shall perserve!

And I know there are many out there reading this quietly. But it's really ok with me to let me know who you all are :) Tag me kk!

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~PiNkDeLiGhTs~ so exciting!!!