I have gotten an answer.

And so I will stop thinking too much.

I guess this is still the best solution out for the both of us and it's no point trying when you know that it would be happen to the best we want it to be.

At least I have the privilege (chance??) to be a sister in place. Which will be a lifetime thing :)

It suddenly comes to a point where I guess friends will be forever whereas Lovers are only for a period of time. So, I am still quite happy. Or rather, I am very relieved :)

Thank you Father for letting me know the truth and that it's not the time yet!

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~PiNkDeLiGhTs~ I would still be supporting you no matter what :)