That stupid feeling

And so I've gone all nuts - I think - about someone. Nuts in the extent where I try to start a conversation even though I told myself I was not going to, like not talk to that person at all TODAY. But it never would happen.

I've also been hoping to see him being online, because then I know he's at home and not outside.

But then I think he's beginning to find me irritating. I just want to talk to him :(

And a habit probably it was where 2 Sun nights he came by, picked me and off we went for Starbucks.

So for the past 2 Suns I have been silently hoping.

Nope, nothing happened.

The little devil in my head has been incessantly said "Told you already, he's just being very nice."

So what? Is there no chance?