Sinking into it once again

What happens when you start thinking too much into things once again?

It could possibly be 'everyone is being treated the same way'. What makes you think you are special?

Just because the other person is different from all others that you see and makes you feel totally comfortable at dinners and car rides home.

And sweeps you off your feet when suddenly just asks if you want to go for cheesecake and drives down to your house to pick you.

What makes you think it's not another 'I also need to eat dinner and so you are free also' kinda relationship?

I've had enough and this time round, i want to cut the pain and agony even shorter.

But is it possible?

Should I carry on? Am I being myself?

Or should I just let go...