I just need someone to know what situation I am in. (thanks siao er and nad for listening to me bitch!)
And no one can truly understand what I put myself through.
And I thought I could handle everything that I chose to do, and that I won't be alone! But so far, 4 committees and 24 hours a day for me...It's worse than studying for exams.
If you think I am enjoying my hols, you are wrong!!
I haven't had the time to pack my room which is in a horrible state still.
I haven't done my favourite hobbies.
I haven't done anything not related to marketing!
I haven't met my dearest friends.
I haven't really sat down with my parents for a nice long talk.
I haven't gotten close to God...
Am I losing the enthusiasm? Am I losing the faith? Am I losing the interest?
At least not for Choir! Which I am enjoying every second of it whether at practice or outside prac with the choir people.
Flag is also getting great :) Coz we are getting to know each other better.
But the overall marketing project is scaring me and making me feel really demoralised. And having people blaming me for things which I did not do is not making it better.
Welcome to the working world man...where you see people accusing you when they themselves don't bother. Who am I??
I just have to bear with this and hopefully get sometime for myself soon...
I thank God for Gim Sen and Nad who are great bosses :))
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~PinKdeLighTs~ A not so enjoyable holiday...
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