Can someone tell me that my life is a light unto them?

Can someone tell me that I have not lived my life in vain?

And can NUS please tell me I can still see light to the end of my uni days...

Another disaster has occurred in my education life and it has not made me any happier.

It's worse this time.

Maybe it's the way I studied...

Maybe it's the modules I took...

Honesty tells me that I have tried and really studied to the best of my abilities and I STARTED EARLY!

I have learnt my lesson from last sem and did my tutorials.

I tried to keep awake at most lectures.

I paid attention in tutorials. I asked...

BUT, it didn't pay off...

why...

and why does it seem that it's MY FAULT?!

I did not want it to happen...

Did you have to throw a tantrum in front of me? can't you just say some nice encouraging words like you always have? Or maybe that's why I am like that...coz you always do encourage me till I take it as if nothing happened...

I wanna leave home...

Still, congrats to my dear friends who did well :) Or at least well enough to me. And no, I am not being a brat.