The situation is bad at home. I don't understand what's going on. Don't ask me too. It's a clash of character.

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And I am trying to curb this inner feeling but i doubt its working. Haiz... I realised that someone is more missed than me!

It's a roller coaster of emotions and I am scared.

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But some people made me a bit happy today!
`Adrian and Alvyn who bought Cheezels and Mamee back for us.
`Evelyn who was so crappy when I went to refill water!
`Aifung who was crapppppppiiiinnnnngggggg!
`My KR OG Akihito mates who are chatting online with me!
`Ziwei! Who crapped with me!


Of course... CI :)

We had lots of fun at lesson again! And today he decided to do things differently. First, the circuit was packed with test cars again. We couldn't get into any of the things we had to do coz we had to give way to test cars. So, CI decided that we go out to the roads instead first.

CI: So, where do you want to go to today?
Me: Erm...No where in particular. We can go Tuas! Haha! (because I gave him strawberry chocs I bought from Meiji on Fri and we wanted to go Meiji.)
And we started chatting about Meiji and chocolates.

CI: Eh! So where you want to go today?
Me: AIYA! ANYWHERE LAH!
CI: ok...Up to you then. Anyway, I tell you where to go you always complain and dont want to follow.
Me: Hehe! Ok lah..I will be a good girl and listen to you today!
CI: Today let you do what you want to do. You want to go where then go where. I am not telling you. But must be part of the test route.
Me: Wah! Really ah?!

But still, I did ask him first before i did any turning or move. Well, I think he has nothing to teach already and has no idea what to do with me. So ask me to conduct my own lesson. Oh well, i have had lessons with him like almost everytime and for the next few days too. He's probably don't know what else I should do.

There was kinda miscommunication between us at one point in time and we were super embarrassed! We were one car length after the stop line at the traffic light! That was coz I wanted to brake when the light turned orange. But CI claimed that we already crossed the line. But I thought we hadn't. Then I stepped on accelerator coz he told me to. Then he said WAIT. So I braked and stopped. Then he asked why I stopped and not move! We quarrelled on that until the light turned green again. SO MALU! SO PAISEH!! There was a learner car on the opposite side who was turning left and there was another on the right side of the junction!! And their instructors were pointing at our direction. Haiz...

We went back to the circuit only like 15 mins before lesson ended. And we did 1 of each directional change, vertical parking and // parking. Didn't do S course because of a stupid mistake made my me. And didnt do Crank because he said no time, anyway, I am good at that. He has lots of confidence in me... >.<

Yes...he was the only one who put a true smile on my face today.
Other than that, I was a hypocrite. Trying to laugh and smile at those who greeted me. I am sorry.

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~PinkDeLigHtS~ Hypocrisy.