I am feeling kinda out of sorts today...

I am hurt by what some people said but I just think that it's because of my own way of thinking. But they shouldn't have put it that way! I am afterall of the same level as someone else...

I am just being emo...

And the cold war that's going on at home just makes me want to stay away from home! And that's what I have been doing this week. Mon I was out with 2/3 Weirdz. Tues I was at grandparents place tuitioning the boys. Today...just an exception which I really felt like going out...Tmr and Fri night would be at grandparents place again. Still...There's no way I can escape from this...

Oh well...I am feeling quite moody. But I was glad that I had CI for lesson this morning! =)

It's been 2 wks since I last drove (12 June) and the start of the lesson was bad. It couldn't have been lack of sleep since I slept 8 hours!! Maybe it's coz I slept too much...

Anyway, the morning started off with a cold talk with dad. It seems like things are becoming my fault coz I am not doing some things they want me to do?! They are just picking on me! Small things like clean my room! Please! It's my room! And I will clean it! Not as if I throw food wrappers all over the room! And that I don't set my bed when I wake up! Or that I throw clothes all of the room! SMALL THINGS and they create a BIG FUSS! (Boy, am I glad I am going to stay in the hostel!)

At the driving centre, I met MARIE (from TK, VJ)! Yeah! It was great meeting her! Her car was just parked beside mine! And I took bus with her after the lesson. We did a bit of catching up and also talked about driving! Like, it's the most interesting topic that learners like us have at the moment! :)

Lesson was bad when i started. Yeah...The car was jerky, I almost forgot to signal. My left eye was tearing. I couldn't concentrate. And I had one very crappy instructor who was crapping the whole morning. At one point he was rather angry because of the // parking. He was disappointed coz I have learnt that for a month or 2 already and yet I could forget. And he was the one who taught me that. Yes..i was disappointed with myself too...

And I did a bimbotic thing that made him laugh non stop! Well, at least he wasn't angry with me at that point on. But he teased me about it all the way, throughout the lesson! And still said that I didn't need an instructor since I gave the instructions and went where i wanted. But I was really sorry about it and it was really a genuine mistake! I didn't want to commit that mistake!! And I didn't even know! hehe!

But we had fun through the lesson...bitching behind another driver's back! And commending some people for giving way to me! And gossiping about my other instructor, G. Ah...I am going to miss CI when I end my days with CDC. (Aka..10 july when I get my license!! woots~~)

ok...I am rather tired. Going to have another 8 hours of sleep. Hope this time my eyes won't tear anymore. And that LESSON TMR WOULD BE FANTASTIC! haha!

~PinKDeLigHtS~ Sleepy~