| Delight in simple things!

19:27 |

Alright, I must admit that I have been rather moody, uptight and stressed these days. And this isn't reflecting well on me. I won't wait for people to tell me that. I know it myself.

For the don't-know-how-many-times in my life, I screwed up again.

Redbull came today. Please don't tell me it's not my fault. I should have been more assertive and "zh3u guan1". Like know when to do what. I shouldn't have taken other people's suggestion. And in the end, making things more difficult for myself.

I should have kept the motivation for asking the redbull girls down in my mind. But what was I doing???? Trying to please so many people. And in the end, compromising on my part. I'm sorry KR. I'm sorry for making you all coming down for dinner so early and in the end the girls weren't there. I'm sorry for being the nice girl and trying to juggle everything.

The girls were there really early at 520pm but yet, I kept changing instructions and asked them to give out to the concert goers for Y2J that is held in hall now. I thought of keeping them there first coz there were people around waiting for the concert and the dinner crowd hadn't come in. but when the Y2J crowd starting coming in, the dinner crowd came in too!! We changed plan and asked 1 to stay upstairs and 1 to go downstairs. but many residents left alr. so not all got it!! Well, but if I asked both to go down, would we have missed the upstairs group and gave out even lesser cans?

I don't know why I am so concerned about how many cans they are giving out. But I think if I asked them to bring more, I should have the responsibility to ensure I have the crowd there. Well, I guess it's just a timing issue. on one hand, I didn't "breach contract" coz it's true that they gave out more than 150. However, if just having our own residents, would we have seen such a crowd??

Let me have another chance. I promise I won't be bothered by other things when the main aim is for the welfare of the residents. I'll handle it better and more objectively.

On a happier note, the welfare team acknowledged Pius and I for our efforts : )

And Soon Fatt is proud of me : )

[C-AP5] Kelvin IS STRONGER! says: (7:39:20 PM)

gd job! :)

[C-AP5] Kelvin IS STRONGER! says: (7:39:27 PM)

told ya tt u've got the touch liao

[NUSChoir] [Flag-ger 08/09] Xianie. says: (7:39:35 PM)

your guidance ma : )

[C-AP5] Kelvin IS STRONGER! says: (7:40:42 PM)

hahaha i din do much la.. i juz throw u in the water and make sure u survive.. den eventually u learn how to float urself

[C-AP5] Kelvin IS STRONGER! says: (7:40:44 PM)

like now :)