[NUSChoir] [Flag-ger 08/09] Xianie is MIA-ing says: (11:48:04 AM)
lunch is back!
It's hard to find angels in hell, says: (11:54:28 AM)
thx lunch for walking back
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OO I just have to share this!!
They are the Mormon Tabernacle Choir!! Soooo many of them and the orchestra is big! I want to be part of something like that!!!
And Climb Every Mountain just brings back the days of in the choir in Primary school, where we all hated the accidentals and the beginning. But now, I'm loving this : )
And for those who love Spongebob! hahahah!
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Ok, been on Facebook and Youtube the whole morning. The freaking iPhoto refused to upload my pics to facebook and keeps quitting "unexpectedly"! I expected it though. Anyone have an idea why it's like this??? Uploading through facebook reduces the quality and colour of the pics. Don't like >.<
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1 paper down yesterday. 3 more to go!
I CAN DO THIS!!
first of all..i need to stay away from the computer...
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Count down: 1 week!!!!
I'm starting my 3rd major exam in NUS in 2.5 hours time.
ACC1006 - Accounting Information Systems.
Wish me luck.
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I'm already looking forward to the end of exams.
At the end of today's exams, I'm going back to hall to pick up stuff and see my dearies in hall!! It's been more than a week since I've seen them!! : )
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If only studying can be addictive.
So awesome!!
No no..not the singing and the attempts to harmonize. But the family spirit they have! Wow! Imagine my family going to compete! hehehe >.<
I guess its the innovation and novelty of the competition. Just something soothing and different : )
OO and this is the week after the Umbrella show. Hmm...not well done. But the guys playing the violin are cool at 2:38.
Read more about them here.
And as I was just searching around.. I found this!!
its the great-grandchildren of the Von Trapp family that we watched about in Sound of Music! Awww... : )
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Ok. Study time.
I'm back at home : )
And I'm loving this study period!
Loving Mummy's cooking and her tender loving care!
Jogging with Dad this morning was fun :) Yes!! I JOGGED!
I am going to the sleep at 12am and waking up at 8am regime. Just that I slept at 2am last night coz was settling some choir stuff. But well, I WOKE UP! And we are going to continue to go for morning jogs together : ) At least for these 2 weeks.
I feel refreshed! And ready for the new day ahead! I must finish AIS today!
It's a week away and I'm not stressed at all! It's probably coz of the crunch time of assignments and test last few weeks that I hadn't had time to study. And now that I get time on my own, I'm taking it cool : )
Well, I hope not too COOL. I need to finish studying!
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Talking to Ben on Facebook chat last night was funny : )
It all started with us realising we have Justina as a common friend! First was Jun! Well, the world is small. And especially when you are in uni that your friends just are everywhere. Who knows, LC, you may know Ben too! HAHA!
We started complaining about school and exams...topics changed really fast! But I guess we are all going through the similar stages of life that we do have loads to share : )
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Even though I'm loving being back at home, I do miss a bit of hall life. Yes, Siao Er, I miss you!
And I miss neighbour! And I miss LIX!! But well, it's something I have to give up for the sake of exams. I'll be back sooon my dears!! : )
And I miss studying like last sem...outside with the Harris and the other choir people.
Well, these people will slowly walk out of my school life as they go SEP, graduate etc...I must get to a study-on-my-own lifestyle. At least I have Huifang : )
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Ok! Back to my books!!
All the best everyone!
Loves,
~PiNkDeLiGhTs~
Yes...I've got the shooting down. I'd rather it be tonight then any other time.
I've noted my incompetency and lack of foresight.
The AAR was harsh...
I'll take note and learn from it.
And I hope it won't continue to be the talk of the committee.
Sometimes, I feel my brain just doesn't help me in thinking...
Stop working on feelings.
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And it had to happen when my exams is later at 4pm...
Alright, I must admit that I have been rather moody, uptight and stressed these days. And this isn't reflecting well on me. I won't wait for people to tell me that. I know it myself.
For the don't-know-how-many-times in my life, I screwed up again.
Redbull came today. Please don't tell me it's not my fault. I should have been more assertive and "zh3u guan1". Like know when to do what. I shouldn't have taken other people's suggestion. And in the end, making things more difficult for myself.
I should have kept the motivation for asking the redbull girls down in my mind. But what was I doing???? Trying to please so many people. And in the end, compromising on my part. I'm sorry KR. I'm sorry for making you all coming down for dinner so early and in the end the girls weren't there. I'm sorry for being the nice girl and trying to juggle everything.
The girls were there really early at 520pm but yet, I kept changing instructions and asked them to give out to the concert goers for Y2J that is held in hall now. I thought of keeping them there first coz there were people around waiting for the concert and the dinner crowd hadn't come in. but when the Y2J crowd starting coming in, the dinner crowd came in too!! We changed plan and asked 1 to stay upstairs and 1 to go downstairs. but many residents left alr. so not all got it!! Well, but if I asked both to go down, would we have missed the upstairs group and gave out even lesser cans?
I don't know why I am so concerned about how many cans they are giving out. But I think if I asked them to bring more, I should have the responsibility to ensure I have the crowd there. Well, I guess it's just a timing issue. on one hand, I didn't "breach contract" coz it's true that they gave out more than 150. However, if just having our own residents, would we have seen such a crowd??
Let me have another chance. I promise I won't be bothered by other things when the main aim is for the welfare of the residents. I'll handle it better and more objectively.
On a happier note, the welfare team acknowledged Pius and I for our efforts : )
And Soon Fatt is proud of me : )
[C-AP5] Kelvin IS STRONGER! says: (7:39:20 PM)
gd job! :)
[C-AP5] Kelvin IS STRONGER! says: (7:39:27 PM)
told ya tt u've got the touch liao
[NUSChoir] [Flag-ger 08/09] Xianie. says: (7:39:35 PM)
your guidance ma : )
[C-AP5] Kelvin IS STRONGER! says: (7:40:42 PM)
hahaha i din do much la.. i juz throw u in the water and make sure u survive.. den eventually u learn how to float urself
[C-AP5] Kelvin IS STRONGER! says: (7:40:44 PM)
like now :)
[C-AP5] Kelvin IS STRONGER! says: (7:41:06 PM)
coz marketing it's abt getting the touch.. den it's ez liaoz... wun be as intimidating as wat pple perceive
[C-AP5] Kelvin IS STRONGER! says: (7:41:10 PM):D
People are actually happy that Redbull came down and asked me to get them back again. But it depends...
Ok..I need to start studying...EXAM TMR!!!
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~PiNkDeLiGhTs~ Trust.
Scram off.
You can't make it, fine.
You are busy, fine.
BUT, DON'T USE THE EXCUSE THAT YOU HAVE TO STUDY TO SHUN AWAY THE RESPONSIBILITY!
I don't mind going down to do the collection. However, if you can't make it, can you just say you cannot make it? I won't question why. I'll just take it that you can't make it.
Maybe you were being honest, like your nature tells you that you should let your friend know why. And then you tell me you have things to do as well as study!!
Please, the last part pushed me off the corner of the rock! I need to study too! And so what if your exams are coming up and starting before mine?? It's only 2 days earlier than mine!! And I have a final term test on Fri and project due on Sat! And you are telling me that you can't go coz you need to study? And you sure know that I have time to go down! Doesn't it cross your mind that it's not my project! I was nice enough to get the things for you and this freaking comm! And the other person announces to the other comm that he got it??? Can't he just mention my name or at least just say that the Marketing Comm got it instead of him? Just coz he is the ic of it??
Fine, I'm not complaining! I will do this. And I'm fine with doing it. Just that I don't like the freaking excuses given. Coz it doesn't help when I have to study and yet juggle so many things!
PLEASE! Let me put down whatever else I have to do to just concentrate on my studying for exams!!!
I have to learn to be selfish!
I need to learn to say NO!!!
I was in a whirlpool of emotions today.
Tried being my cheerful self. But I just can't. Too tired I guess. And too tired of so many nonsense that I have to take care of. And it doesn't help when the others don't help and yet tell you so many freaking nonsense.
I want to be happy again...
URGH!!
This is one time that I really want to study!!!!
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PISSED OFF.
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