I am so not diligent when it comes to blogging. Really don't understand how LC can do it and even record all that went about on her Hong Kong trip! Till today, I haven't had time to do that!


I'm going to try to put in little nuggets of what has been happening so far. And this is truly not representative of time.

I've grown a lot over the months. Not just in size, but in confidence and maturity.

Working with people older than me, but yet, not that old, has allowed me to see and understand more than what I thought is happening around me. I'm enjoying myself on the internship and 'eyelid' has been great to me thus far :) I always tell Michyyeoh, who is on NOC India now, that she should think of the goodness and look forward to learning something each day at work, which will bring her through the toughness of duties.

Well, this week, its probably going to be the most trying moments at work and I'm going to prove that I'm worth it! May the power be with me and that everything goes on smoothly :)

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I am Free
(Author By Linda Jo Jackson, Ottawa, Canada)

Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free.
I'm following the path God has laid you see.
I took His hand when I heard Him call.
I turned my back and left it all.

I could not stay another day,
To laugh, to love, to work or play.
Tasks left undone must stay that way.
I found that peace at the close of the day.

If my parting has left a void,
Then fill it with remembered joys.
A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss,
Oh yes, these things I too will miss.

Be not burdened with times of sorrow.
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.
My life's been full, I savored much,
Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch.

Perhaps my time seemed all too brief.
Don't lengthen it now with undue grief.
Lift up your hearts and peace to thee.
God wanted me now; He set me free!

This poem was read at Sis Linda Sim's memorial service by Bro Eddy. And I found it all so meaningful and true. And when he said "I" each time, I just hear Sis Linda's voice telling me all that.

It's been an emotional night.

Tears didn't whelm me as I stepped into the church building, thinking I would when I saw the coffin lying in the auditorium. Yesterday (Sun) too when they brought her in and set up, I was all fine. It was always at the moment when I took my step nearer towards her to see her and pay my respects to her, that my tears started to well up.

A pretty, chubby and lively sister, now lying motionless with purple lips from the lack of blood flow and suffocation. It pains me.

And then I think of those times that I spoke with her, face to face, on facebook, through writings, I tear.

Today during the service, I had a clear view of her picture from where I sat. Her smile, as described during the eulogy that she would always almost put on a smile, was still as vibrant and vivid as ever in my mind. Each time they mentioned her during the service, through prayer, and through singing, she kept filling my mind. And hearing the sniffs of the others around me, and seeing man such as Bro Paul and Chee Young cry, I couldn't help by go along. I couldn't sing any hymns today coz I got too emotional. And knowing that these people have more memories with her than I do, made me feel the loss even greater. We walked up to pay our respects to her, and to have a look, and then to comfort the family members who were at the side. But I wasn't strong enough and instead no words came out from me, but a handshake to them and a hug to Sis. Angeling (Sis. Linda's sis) whom I love dearly too.

But as through this, I began to understand better, the pain and sacrifice that Christ went through for our sake. He went through a more painful death on the cross but gave us the hope of salvation through the resurrection of His death.

And Sis Linda Sim is now in heaven, with the promise of eternal life and a mansion prepared for her. But nonetheless, she continues to be an encouragement to all that are surviving because of her love and her care that she has shown and given whilst on earth. And I hope that through her death, she is able to bring more people towards the kingdom by the services and the love that the brethren show towards she and the family during this time of bereavement.

I'm sure that she wants everyone to believe that there's a mansion prepared and treasures layed up in heaven. And that's what I want everyone to believe too.

Our life on earth is just but a passing. It's what we do and accumulate up in heaven that matters. And whilst I sat there thinking, what is it if I was suddenly called up to heaven? What would I be leaving behind?

Friends and family members, I want you to be with me in heaven. And I want to meet all of you again. Would it be possible?

Love,
Rachel

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And I thought I'd be stronger than this.


Since Wed we have been receiving news about Sister Linda Sim's condition and that she has been warded into hospital. And it just got worse. She went unconscious and then into a coma. Her organs began to fail.

This morning, we received news that she was confirmed brain dead and they removed the machines that have been keeping her alive so far. Soon after, she passed away.

She suffered from a very rare disease called pulmonary hypertension. More can be read here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pulmonary_hypertension.

She is only 34 and has a little boy, Ravel, who is only 2 years+. She leaves behind a lovely family and many brethren in Christ.

Sis Linda Sim has always been a very encouraging sister-in-Christ. Whenever she could, she would pop by in church or on facebook and ask how was I and what am I doing now. She would share her experiences and advise. She brought me up in church, teaching me God's word, always being an encouraging sister. She has been a great example and I will always love her. I'm very happy for her that she is able to be with the Lord now and ended her suffering on earth. We will meet again, Sister!

Dearest sister, you will always be missed. your fighting strength, courage and love for the Lord will always be an encouragement to me. Thank you for bringing me up and teaching me to walk the right paths of life. And for all the advice and stories that you've shared with me. I'll always remember you!

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Isn't it great to have a post once every month :)


Well, not so...

Actually, at any time of the day, I do have things that I want to record down here. Just that at that moment I do not have access. But when I do, I just don't have that feeling or want to record it down anymore.

My head just plays thoughts and another voice appears with what I want to say. Just that there is no transcript of it in the end...

Weirdly, I say.

On the whole, I am doing great :) Now on my internship at T.e.c.h. S.a.i.l.(o).r. :) Enjoying it lots and everyone here is really nice! Big boss from China spoke to me today and I realise how much initiative I haven't been taking. Ok will do from tmr onwards! It's coming to the end of Week 1 and I haven't cleared much of what is on the list :X This is bad...so tmr I have to clear them all.

Tonight is Sports night. But I don't play Squash. So "not" going. But we're celebrating a colleagues birthday and so we're ALL going for Sports night :) I hope to capture some pictures :)

And Ah Kong's birthday was on Mon, but we celebrated with Popiah party (as always) on Sun :) Here's a little special photo that he requested to take with me. And me ONLY :)) haahahahah! So much for 重男轻女 :) He loves this little princess :)

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If only there is something to record my life at every single second.

Then I won't fear of losing all the good memories that I have.

To my dearest friends, I miss all of you!

All the best to those who are going to have their exams :)

I'm going to be done with my paper on Mon :) Yes, only one paper this sem :)

Flying off to Hong Kong (Tues to Sun) :)

Ciao :)

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Just wanted to say that I'm well :)


Even though I've kinda neglected this page in a long time.

Things have been really busy as I end my semester soon in 3 weeks time.

So much for no exams.

But there are a lot of presentations and reports due soon.

I seek your prayers for me and that I may be a survivor of this semester :)

Meanwhile, I've had lots of fun with so many people these past few months such as my birthday, VV10, Hall Production...

And I've grown in the grace of the Lord with the help and encouragement of those in the faith.

To the friends that I haven't had a chance to meet up with you or to even say Hello on facebook, msn, email, sms etc...I remember and miss you all! May we all have more time to meet up with each other soon!

And if all things goes well, I should be on my internship with iLEAD soon :) Hopefully, if they manage to match me with a company. This will be my life for the next 7 months.

Lord, keep me safe in Your arms.

Lots of Love,
Pinkdelights.

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My subnick said:
I must not screw this sem.

And this kind friend popped up with this. Amusingly! He's a friend and senior whom I respect and appreciate him for the encouragement.

Gerald says: (2:07:01 PM)
u won't and u must not think u will
Rachel says: (2:07:14 PM)
thanks gerald!!
Gerald says: (2:08:19 PM)
:) 2010 is a year of new opportunities and challenges
Gerald says: (2:08:26 PM)
think positive ya :D
Rachel says: (2:08:43 PM)
challenging indeed!!
Rachel says: (2:08:49 PM)
my 1st week of school was hectic!
Gerald says: (2:10:18 PM)
haha
Gerald says: (2:10:30 PM)
instead of viewing it as hectic
Gerald says: (2:10:55 PM)
why not come from a different perspective & think of it as keeping your life occupied with opportunities to display your true potential :)
Gerald says: (2:10:58 PM)
haha
Gerald says: (2:11:01 PM)
it's always easier to say
Gerald says: (2:11:22 PM)
but then, if u think positive, life's gonna be a lot more brighter
Rachel says: (2:12:26 PM)
hahahah of course :D it's testing limits.
Rachel says: (2:13:12 PM)
but yea..hectic in a way but it was fun and i did learn
Gerald says: (2:14:09 PM)
coolios
Gerald says: (2:14:13 PM)
know that u r not in this alone
Gerald says: (2:14:24 PM)
there are many others together with you on this journey
Gerald says: (2:14:25 PM)
okie
Gerald says: (2:14:27 PM)
hold on a sec
Gerald says: (2:14:35 PM)
why do i sound so philosophical?

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Thank you my friends out there!! Especially to Ziwei, Zhen, Lix, Erz, Ame, Ben, Michyyeoh, Lawrence, Andy, Willy, Sara, Huifang for being there for me these few weeks while I'm down and out...and keeping me back on track. I need to pull through and I will. It's going to be an exciting semester!

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