You know how some people say, don't call, write, talk to anyone when you are in anger?
I guess that's what you are going to read further down.
I must agree that seniors have the mindset and knowledge of how many things go. And they are always right coz they have seen the world more than I have. And there are many things which are so minor that were blown up just because one person sees it as a problem when everyone else doesn't.
The new drive: GROW UP! Think!! You yourself as an adult!!
Don't keep thinking "I won't say. I'll wait and see when they realise it." Please, if you don't say, others won't notice it and it won't be a problem! But just because you think that way, and you spread such little bits here and there to others, it becomes a problem!
I'm not keeping this in secret. Coz for all you know, my blog is one of those that they read. And to whoever else that is still following here, thank you. I've refrained from blogging about so many things coz I know the blog is of course open to many people to read about. And coz other people reads others blogs, and pick out mistakes and opinions out of there which blows up, I must say how technology has hurt human relations to the max.
We are not perfect. And the committee is not perfect. A new comm I must say, totally. Some not even been handling such nonsense or planning before. Little help and guidance. I must admit I really helped the comm a bit too late. I didn't poke my nose too much into their planning. I didn't think my role was to transcend whatever I was designated to do. A tinge of time too late. I prepared the comm for whatever may happen. But guess my memory was just too limited and I was unable to fully prepare. When it happened, I thought if it was alright, it should be fine. But no, people just kept it to memory, and mattered a lot to them, more than it mattered to me, and blew a big fuss over it. Of which, we couldn't prevent. But hey!! If you people could have PREDICTED such things, why are you even here! Go and be the PROPHET! Why didn't you realise that such things would happen and warn us about it? We already said, things that we can improve on, and not what was done wrong and whose fault was it!
The only good thing that was said was that "Oh yes, there were good things, but I can't remember."
See, people only remember the bad things that inputs in them a totally bad memory and making themselves feel better when they put others down. What ever happened to the good memories??
I'm really sorry to the comm who had to endure such trashings. Good experience eh? I had it worse last year. I feel that as elected and chosen people, we have the right to lead. And if you think we have made a seriously big mistake by killing you in the process of it, I'm sorry. But no, you are alive and sitting there, commenting about the whole, long process of it, digressing to super minute details, which could be spared.
Why didn't you think of writing an essay?? I'm sure that would have made the whole thing better. Since i think you would have done a great winning award one.
Nadnad, Bro and Bimbo, I miss you guys. I felt helpless. Like I wanted to stand up for the comm but I just let the big boss do the talking, which I must say he did a great job at protecting the comm. Just a bit too not to the point.
How many times must I tell myself to stop putting myself in such a great big danger of becoming emotional? I'm glad I was strong today to keep my peace and emotions at one corner. No no, maybe it wasn't too bad coz we had to break it off due to time constraints.
I miss the sec sch, jc days where the teachers say, you just do. Don't question. Why did we even give them the chance to speak? Coz they are seniors, they know what's best for us and we need to know how to improve on ourselves.
I'm not convinced.
And now that we are going overseas again next year, gives me more reason to think and think again if I want to put myself through such a droning trip. I'm not going to pay so much money to put myself through such an emotionally tiring trip again.
Case closed.
Let's move on.
