8pm

Great... I thought I was being very hardworking and signed up for this presentation and leadership course by 3 toastmasters alumni. And I must admit it was due to peer pressure that I ended up here. And now, the few who asked me to come are not coming anymore...cheated do I feel?

Sometimes I think this course is good, but sometimes I don't think it is. I feel really stressed coming here. There's like so many other things to do back in my room and yet, here, I give in 3 hours every tuesday (frankly speaking, this is the only 4th lesson I'm here). The 3 instructors are contradicting themselves and arguing as we do our work. And criticizing using a really mean tone. I am like glaring at them so often.

And I hate the fact that they force us to do a speech. urgh..i should have known...


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820pm
Alright, I just presented and wow!! They didn't have much to say. Not like the last few people which they had a lot to comment about.

ok, imagine I am a CEO of a Tuition Centre

Vision
To impart knowledge to those who seek help.
To provide an avenue to develop each staff and student's potential to the fullest.
To establish a professional organization with responsible and initiative members.



Mission
The organization strives to provide each student and staff with a conducive environment for self-improvement and learning opportunities.
The students would be given chances to groom them into future leaders of tomorrow.
Furthermore, as a responsible organization, there is a need to develop the students and staffs to contribute back to society as much as they can.


Just that the older man said: "Huh! How old are the students you are referring to?"
me: JC, Uni students
man: HUH? You mean they are so useless ah?? So old already still go for tuition!
me: why not?! *ROLLS EYES!!*
other man and woman: Yah! They still have tuition! For GP and other things...
me: Yah! Like CHINESE and MATHS also!
man: Oh yah...those school of thought...ok, if its jc, uni then i think it's ok...nurture to become leaders..
me: Well, even if it were young kids, I can develop them and start them from young!
man: NO NO...From the young age! There'll be terror!!

Oh man..I just stood there rolling my eyes..i guess I looked like some b**** in front of the class. Good thing the other 2 of them said it was good. And that there is no ambiguity. Well, smart of me to choose something not so specific! haha!!

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835pm
Break time..but I guess I'll go out a little bit later...

9pm
ok..i went out for the food. and talked with the group about politics and the US elections. I must say the 3 instructors do have some knowledge and they are critical about things. It's a good learning point at least.

I enjoyed the break coz I understood what they said : )

oh dear...we are going to do a speech...haiz...I hate this word..

955pm

Alright, I've done my speech. Content was good. Words used were good. Just repeated a few words. Need to use more impressive and stronger words. Oh well...i'll improve on those!

And I didn't realise my posture was so weird! I was slanting a little to the right. Take note!! : )

Ok...battery is running out!!

And class is ending : )

bye all!

Loves,
~PiNkdeLiGhTs~

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I'm in the Biz Library Seminar Room now trying to complete the AIS project.


The air here is stale. 

And my brain is losing oxygen.

The 5 hours of sleep last night is making things worse.

I want to sleep but I can't coz my other group mates are here doing the project...

Oh...let me have some time to sleep later...

I'm looking forward to the weekend and holiday but not to the amount of work due next week.


(And if you noticed, the pics at the previous post is soooo big, thanks to Juat's suggestion of uploading pics faster!)

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~PiNkDeLiGhTs~

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DO I MAKE YOU PROUD


Do I Make You Proud - Taylor Hicks





[Verse One:]
I've never been
The one to raise my hand
That was not me
And now that's who I am
Because of you
I am standing tall
My heart is full
Of endless gratitude
You were the one
The one to guide me through
Now I can see
And I believe
It's only just beginning

[Chorus:]
This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been now
Never been afraid of standing out
Do I make you proud

[Verse Two:]
I guess I’ve learned
To question is to grow,
That you still have faith,
Is all I need to know,
I’ve learned to love,
Myself in spite of me,
And I’ve learned to
Walk on the road I believe.

Everybody needs to rise up
Everybody needs to be loved
To be loved
Everybody need to rise on
Everybody needs to be loved, to be loved

This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you, do I make you proud
This is what we dream about
Never been afraid of standing out
Do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been
Never been afraid of standing out

Do I make you proud
Do I make you proud


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I'm addicted to this thanks to Harris : ) 

I'm really looking forward to performing it!! 

Loves,
~PiNkDeLiGhTs~ I'm proud of you, Harris : )

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For the first time in 3 weeks, I finally managed to get a night of 9 hours of sleep! I couldn't take it last night and went off to bed at 12am!! And was awoken by the telephone call.


Every night has been sleep at 3,4 am and wake up at 8,9 am. What a terrible lifestyle. And last night, I started dozing off at my presentation preparation, which I had to push it to today to finish coz presentation was in the afternoon!

The MA presentation went all smoothly and we finished class 45 mins before time! : ) Thanks to Yue Jia, Ling Long, Kimberlyn, Hui Fang and Wai Yip for being such great MA group mates! I'm glad we managed to work together to complete these 2 presentations! :)

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Voice class was good :) Uncle Toh got us to learn about airflow and making our sounds less jagged. We used 5 Hebrew Love Songs tenors and sops parts :) I am loving VV'09 now!!!

Choir practice was even better! Sectionals were so so...with struggles of learning "Do I Make You Proud". Yes!! I am very glad that we are learning this song. Not heard of it before till Xianling told us it's by Taylor Hicks!! And so, it's on my iMeem on and on and on..But I am looking forward to performing this song : ) Well done Harris on the arrangement of songs : )

Uncle Toh took us for combines. For the first time, I sat down for 1+ hr of choir practice! He refused to let us stand up till we were ready to combine! Haha! For once we were all aching and hoping of standing up!!

Combines was great!! : )

After comm meeting and packing up, Juat, Harris, Michyyeoh, PeiSuen, Adit and myself stayed back to play around with the piano. Adit's hands are just fabulous! He just played the piano part for DIMYP with the choral score and waaalllaaa : ) The accompaniment!! He rocks!!

Supper after that at Holland V! And Halloween hunting for some stuff after that : ) Next Thur's is HALLOWEEN PARTY for NUS Choir!! :)

Thanks Michyyeoh for the ride back! You must be tired driving the whole bunch of us back to NUS!

And I'm the new addition to the lala family! The lala parents just decided to adopt me! haha!! Bimbo Juat! Haha!!
 
Do I Make You Proud..

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Just a few photos from Wed (22 Oct) Sheraton Hotel recee for Student Achievement Award.

Sleepy Harris and I while waiting for the organisers.


The stage would be just under the projector screen.


And with the person in charge of us for that day, JASON.

Think again if you find him familiar : )




After the recee, Harris and I went to Novena for lunch. Met Nadiah there for lunch too and we walked to United Square for Ben and Jerry's :) 

I had Strawberry Cheesecake, Nad had Cheesecake Brownie and Harris had Chocolate Chip DOUGH! Yes, it tasted like FLOUR!


I had a great time :) And I'm really glad that I could go for the recee. And learn a bit about event planning. Most IMPORTANT THING! To have a clear mind and know what exactly we want. And how we can make the best out of it. A tough decision to make but it was necessary.

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:)

~PiNkDeLiGhTs~ TOTALLY PROUD AND HAPPY!

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This was supper treat bought by Weewen, my new laoban, for last night's first official meeting with my other Marketing Executive, Piuzy : )

We had a wonderful 2.5 hour meeting but it was great :) I am looking forward to a fantastic working relationship with them! Especially since Piuzy has been my project group mate for 1 year or 3 sems already, I'm sure we'll do well!

I've much to learn from this experienced guy and I think it's going to be a good year if not better!

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Yes Ziwei!! 5 Hebrew Love Songs! The one we loved so much but didn't get to finish learning and not even being able to perform it! A pity you can't join us :( And I don't think you'll be around in Singapore to even watch my concert right?

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I'm done with my SOM essay : ) But it's 200 words over the limit!! 800 max but I have 1000! To think I thought I would just crap something out. Well, writing about 11 Oct's charity concert, I realised I do look out for quite a bit of things during the concert! And how appreciation of the concert does not just happen at the surface but also the inner feelings.

Next up in SOM is the MIDI which I haven't started at all! HOW??!!

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And this weekend just passed like this. Stayed back in hall yesterday to complete much. But feels like I didn't. Yesterday was spent doing SS research for the report. And did MIS tutorial. After that going for the meeting. And coming back doing some tidying up...sleeping at 3am and amazingly managed to wake up at 7am to go to church! 

But the effect took place in this afternoon where my productivity level was really low and didn't do much besides sorting out my notes. And sleeping for an hour before waking up for dinner and watching a bit of TV. The 7pm show on Channel8 - Relentless Justice, was really depressing today with the main character hitting the dumps down low and making people wonder how he has all that courage and strength to face such horrendous setbacks.

Well...Time to get back to my books and prepare for Thurs' tutorial presentation discussion...and complete some assignments...I WILL PULL THROUGH!! I KNOW I WILL!!

All the best everyone!

~PiNkDeLiGhTs~ whoever said uni was easier than jc??

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I've really no energy and time to blog seriously about the many things that have happened for the past few months.


Given the many exciting things that happened during the mid sem break in Sept and all the meetings/outings/foooood/buffets with hallmates (ame, lix, se, ethel, lean!) and of coz WEIRDZ :)

Didn't get to meet up with KXFZ (10 Oct) coz of the preparation for the charity concert the next day. It was really tiring performing at the charity concert, especially singing in Jubilee Hall.

Have been going through like lots of emotion ups and downs and I guess next few weeks is going to be worse with all the project and individual assignments due which I haven't started on. 

Supper with the flaggers (zh, jel, henry, xb and gs) just now was really fun! Esp meeting them to relieve a little stress. : )

And the small msn chat that i had with ex-laoban last night was really great! I really thank him and appreciate all that he has done for me and taught me the past year! And he gave me the encouragement that I think will keep me going on this coming year! Yes, I took on the job of the Hall's Marketing Executive again this year and it's going to be really tough. I want to do more and even more than last year! Lao ban said don't need to make up for last year coz we did really well and listed the things that we got for hall! I didn't think it was that good but alright, presentable : )

And this year has to be better knowing that I have a great partner : )

The comm applications for hall this year really drove many of us nuts. At least not for me. Since I already know I don't want to join so many things. But I didn't know how naive I was to think that everything would be done transparently. 1 year of being in hall, it makes me realise...

And worse thing that happened again tonight is when SE didn't get the survey slot but I got it, when she is the one who recommended me to it! And when I sent it in later than her! Isn't it first come first serve??? This is the 2nd time now!! It's really not fair and I'm upset at that.

Haiz...why didn't she get it..then things will be ok. I really feel like giving up my place to her now...

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Choir was really fun just now with Terrence coming down to combine 5 Hebrew Love Songs : ) Learnt it in sec school but only till the 3rd movement. I'm so excited about it like finally being able to combine and perform it :)

People!! I'm starting to promote Varsity Voices 2009 : ) 21st February 2009, Sat, UCC Hall : )

And comm meeting was also SUPER FUN! We've got something up our sleeves : ) WHeeeee!!

I hate to say this but when it comes to times of stress and trouble and unhappiness, I really enjoy choir! I guess this is one of the other reasons that I come to Choir - to meet likeminded people and get crazy together and be of comfort to one another!

Thanks Fellow Bimbo for bringing up that idea : ) YOU ROCK!! :) I really hope it goes well!

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I'm going to sleep...It's been this kind of timing that I am going into lala land every night... And I'm surprised I managed to keep awake for my 3 2hours tutorials today, with 1 seeming like an impromtu presentation and the other a prepared presentation. 2presentations in a day!! What an achievement!

Alright, I better have some quiet time tmr so that I can finish up any leftover things and prepare for my 2 presentations next week! Oh yah, for the record, I had 3 presentations this week. And I need to write the letter to my future self which everyone in the fun comm has handed in but me...sorry mich! I know you're reading this...but I really have no time to talk to myself. And i really want to do it up nicely coz it's my letter to myself  :)

Thanks for initiating it :)

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Loves loves loves...

Tmr will be a better day :)

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~PiNkDeLiGhTs~

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Go the Distance / No Importa La Distancia





Loving this after hearing AJChoir sing the Spanish version last night at the Charity Concert : )

I have often dreamed
Of a far off place
Where a hero's welcome
Would be waiting for me
Where the crowds will cheer
When they see my face
And a voice keeps saying
This is where I'm meant to be

I'll be there someday
I can go the distance
I will find my way
If I can be strong
I know ev'ry mile
Will be worth my while
When I go the distance
I'll be right where I belong

Down an unknown road
To embrace my fate
Though the road may wander
It will lead me to you
And a thousand years
Would be worth the wait
It may take a lifetime
But somehow I'll see it through

And I won't look back
I can go the distance
And I'll stay on track
No I won't accept defeat
It's an uphill slope
But I won't lose hope
Till I go the distance
And my journey is complete

But to look beyond the glory is the hardest part
For a hero's strength is measured by his heart

Like a shooting star
I can go the distance
I will search the world
I will face its harms
I don't care how far
I can go the distance
TillI find my hero's welcome
Waiting in your arms...

I will search the world
I will face its harms
TillI find my hero's welcome
Waiting in your arms...




Una vez sone

Que en algun lugar

Yo podia ser alguien

Si lograse amar

Y tambien sone

Que si he de triunfar

Mi orgullo aferrado

Tendre que superar

Un dia llegare

No importa la distancia

El rumbo encontrare

Y tendre valor

Paso a paso ire

Y persistire

A cualquier distancia

Yo el amor alcanzare

Una vez te vi

Era todo irreal

Y aunque fuese un sueno

Te sentia junto a mi

Se que estas ahi

Que te encontrare

Aunque tarde una vida

Yo jamas renunciare

Un dia llegare

No importa la distancia

El rumbo encontrare

Y tendre valor

Paso a paso ire

Y persistire

A cualquier distancia

Yo el amor alcanzare

Mas alla de toda gloria

Del orgullo y el valor

El poder de un heroe

Esta en su corazon

Un dia llegare

No importa la distancia

Junto a ti estare

Con tu resplandor

Paso a paso ire

Y persistire

A cualquier distancia

Yo tu vida y tu amor tendre.

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